Sometimes I think that the things I am discovering about myself aren't really new but somehow recycled ideas and views from earlier in my life and somehow regenerated into something I think is new...but really isn't. I think I am looking for something...searching for an idea or plan that will be a vehicle to get me where I "want to go"...yet...the idea of where that is....keeps changing...rearranging...evolving...expanding...and sometimes I feel like it is hard to keep up with myself.
Sometimes...I feel like I am chasing my own tail...and sometimes...I feel focused and in control...funny thing is...it is all an illusion...and none of it is really true except for in a moment...which is relieving...and frustrating LOL...all at the same time...
I guess I need to get back to my guitar...where things make sense...and I am connected to the greater universe...a place where my voice can be heard...even when there is no one around...and I can channel whatever creative energy is floating in my general vicinity at the moment...and play...as the wise Frank Zappa once said...."shut up and play yer guitar"! :)
I think I will...
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And you do it so well babe... I miss it. Will you play for me? I love you.
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